I dont know where to start . You know, the moment when everything just turn haywire without single meaningful reason. Oh well, i know whats the reason is but however, knowing the reason does not mean understanding the reason. I kinda confuse about the whole thing and to be completely honest dear, im falling in love all over you. ok, fcuk those people saying they dont believe love at first sight but i do. I still remember, i met you for the very first time. Oh, it was camp. Kinda nostalgic but i do remember every bits of moment here and there because i cant seems to forget those beautifully disaster things that we experienced. I know, you are stupid, being so oblivious . And here i am, hoping a NEVER-GOING-TO-HAPPEN miracle just fall into the right place. I dont blame you but instead , i blaming everything on myself for turning to what i am now. I feel dirty for once, like a desperate wannabe fantasizer freak ass jerk. And i dont like it. Oh well, guess the word "move-on" does come in handy in my life. At first i thought, i dont need it cause everytime i told myself, hey, i want to treasure every person or moment in my life even though is bitter or sweet. Guess, life does not work like that way huh? pity, but hey, reality is bitch, believe or not , you got to accept it. I dont WANT to but i HAVE to. =)))
When loves sucks, dance save the day aite angie? she told me that every dancers thinks alike. I do believe tat. Dancing has been a major part of life. Cause, i dont noe, is a something i enjoy, love and cherish. And oh yeah, it feels so great expressing yourself with the music through dance. Is something like distress therapy kinda bullshit thing but dance, its way more fun believe me people. I always do that, thanks to my dancemates that keep telling me "FEEL! FEEL" and i was like " OK, you want me to feel?! i show you what i feel now" and oh damn crap yaw, i just express whatever i feel with music that matches my feeling, gosh, its amazing. As a dancer, i have the responsibility. I wanna dance, to inspire people cause to me, every dancers in this world, they are my inspiration. And hey, dance is one way to get socialize huh? i meet alot of new friends. Love cheerie, Shaq, Mel, Deyou, Kianfai and the freshie IGs. thanks for making my IG days more like FUN days. =)
