Tuesday, July 28, 2009
With such notion that was been raised up by my peers, I was taken aback by their responds. Well, others just simply refused to accept as the fact that they think love is a complicated living creature that breathes but at the same time it dies away when it was not needed.Therefore, the above article concluded everything, which somehow to be one-sided but come to think of it, do you ever think that the notion stated is logical and incredible? If you think deep enough, you know what it trying to say. I believed that I knew what it was meant, and I am lucky enough to have different point of views from different types of people. Be it straight, homosexual and bisexual. Most of them agrees to it as love goes beyond your imagination. I just realised that I cared too much on physical appearance that to be honest, drive me nuts, but never did I realised there certain things that are way more important than that. So does others, being so self-conscious about themselves, unconsciously being a mean person hurting others. I did not mind, because I was been trained to be open-minded in everything in life. That's why I mixed with different types of people. Friends are unlimited, moreover, knowing their backgrounds, just captivated you.
Love to me? Love is a creature. It does breathe, but what makes it special is that there are open-minded creature; does not even think on choosing people. I was inspired by watching movie regarding love goes beyond everything such as CINTA, Love of Siam, love is cinta and etc. I did not get people these days, being so TYPICAL. Following whats on their freaking mind, but ignoring whats in your heart. Heart is the only living core that tells the truth, mind are liars. Some of you beings, asking , "raizal, do you have any relationship before?" and I was like "no". This is because, my hearts tell nothing when I meet someone. Even they are good-looking, pretty, have a good heart and whatsoever, I entrusted my heart. Crushes and flirts comes under mind, love ( true love to be exact) comes under heart. Sometimes, I wonder if I like this person, should I just fight for it and be a winner or leave it to fate to handle, thus befitting a true loser?
I told Chris that time, I said to her " Chris, I envy you "
she asked, "why?"
Sometimes, being so simple-minded is gifted talent. She told me something that I kept thinking these days. If a person you like don't like you, forget about him/ her. Then how about being a winner and a loser? Simple respond from her. " You need two hands to clap together. If you are fighting and the other party does not, it is unfair relationship " It was true after all, and I was being so stupid to fight all the way, for that particular someone. Thanks Chris.
People said to me that let fate decide which road you should drive. Sometimes, I leave it to fate to decide for me but however, I was bewildered when I thought that winner takes it all. However, in love, no doubt, complication do come in any ways but if we have the patience, we might conquer all. Like I said, Love goes beyond your imagination. Even theories cannot be explained.
Dance and school is tiring but I am persevering . * pat at my back*. I am happy, I slowly forgetting about you. Thank you =)
