Friday, July 3, 2009
Home at last. I thought I was being early to went home so I stopped by at BBP for a short while. I went to Popular bookstore, searching for novel to read. I know you readers are shock, so am I but I was bored these days. I need a break from dancing. Maybe a couple of days and enjoy every moment of my life. =) Not saying dancing have no enjoyment, just that I need rest and so called "save my sweats". Anyhu, I came across this wonderful novel which stupidly I forgot the title of the book. However, I remember the content. It is about a person leading a singlehood life searching the true meaning of love to oneself. I guess, somehow I can relate it to my life. Shessh. What the hell but I cant wait to earn money, save up and buy the book. =)
Sorry to say, my brother is being such a jerk. He wrote bad things in his facebook about us, family. He said he has no help from this family except grandmother. I mean for god sake, she is not working and she got her money from her own children dammit that happens to be your mother. WTH. Typically self-centered. Have you ever think what mother had done for us, especially you. You self-proclaimed that you are not close to father but to mother. Fine. Whatever. She show care and concern to you and you treated her like.... hard to describe but maybe this word might help. DIRT. Have you ever have the brain to think and reflect? Since father left, She had to struggle emotionally and mentally to bring us up and to make sure we have luxury life as possible. and all your contribution is .... "WHEN I GET I RICH, I WILL GIVE MY RICHNESS TO MY ONLY GRANDMOTHER". My reply "WAH.. SO INSPIRING...NOT!". have you ever think what you wrote reflect on your mother? sheesher the weezer!. I thought you are my inspiration that I can look up to but your attitude just suck soo much that even my sis would agree on this.
Seeing my mother cried and approach to me whenever she had problems, My heart just torn apart. I love both mother and grandmother. As you readers know, my mother is my inspiration. Seeing her struggle so hard, thinking how life can be, just make me motivate to become a better person. I hope when I have children, I want them to look up to their grandmother and perceive her as their inspiration instead. =)

Ok, i guess i end here. TTYS!