Friday, June 19, 2009
Basically, My thoughts that I thought about poly is the thought of the false thought which made me thought poly's life is much complicated than what I thought right now. I thought poly's life is something I should embrace as I have the assurance of the maturity in each person I came across with in this poly. However, It kills that maturity is such a behind-the-close-doors and I personally hate it. Im sure everyone here is fake and somehow I play in their own game. Playing is such fun thing to do but sometimes I wanted to raise the white flag. Do not even started with loyalty? cheezer the weezers. I hate it. There is no such thing as good friends, best friends or cliques here because like I said, fake is the key word. Yea, its under the line stress. However, plus the school stuffs, is such a earthquake problem. Sheesh, forget about it. Hard to explain but I prefer schooling in La salle where I can pursue something that do not kill in second by second. P.S: " In the class, I found two red rats. Somehow, My heart has the emotions of hating them but I pretend myself to prefer everything to be PERFECTLY o.k. but the truth is, I want to be the anaconda!...."Going home alone.... again.. and again...
